Olamiji

I take comfort in the fact you won't read this

Or ever see the manic depressive I've become

There are days I lie to myself I don't need you

There are days I can't stand the sound of your name

There are days I think I don't like you

There are days I accept that you won't be coming home

There are days I feel I could just kill you

But just end up broken down in bed

There are days were the world illuminates nothing but you

And I wake up still wishing I'm dead

There are days where it's so hard to breathe

And I'm so overwhelmed, then your memory pops up in my head

There are days I can hardly make it out of bed

And I want to claw your name out my head

There are days I detest everything about you

But I could never ever live a life without you

There are days that hold promise and days with none at all

But there hasn't been a day I don't love you

There's never been a day I don't think of you

Or pray our futures end up together in the end

There hasn't been a day I've been able to be me without you